a volunteer?

Hey blog.
gak ada hal-hal yang spesial banget. tapi ntah knp pengen nulis aja.

i'm wondering, why always been like this? aiz on, saat gue gak on. pas gue on, pasti udh 10-15 menit stlh aiz on dan dia udh off. cobaan kali ya.-_-

besok tanggal merah guys, tp kegiatan gue gak kayak liburan. damn. banyak banget stuffs yang sebenernya-gak-harus-gue-lakuin but this time like i'm a volunteer. crap.
sebenernya semuanya bisa aja jadi menyenangkan kalo gue bisa ngobrol sama aiz (ya kalo gak di bikin bete lagi:p) maybeee....okay probably yes.

pengennya tidur aja besok. tapi bcs gue peduli dengan nilai guwe, temen-temen guweee, ya mau gimana. i was trapped on this-i don't know what will i call it-.

tauah udah bete guys. harusnya gue ikhlas kalo gue jadi volunteer besok, tp kenapa ada secercah perasaan gue yg tbtb gaenak. hmhh

what an unfriendly day.

God please. i've been stressed of my routine. and todaay you know what? I only smiled when i was think of you. this is true. i cried all day, because, i don't know how to solve my own problem. and SCHOOL! thankyouverymuch for what you gave to me by my teachers:) homeworks, tasks, and so many more. like they don't know how busy we are (me and my friends). LIKE, the only schedule in my life is THEIR CLASS AND SUBJECT.

actualy, i write this post because i want to share this-unfriendly-day with you babe.

huaaa aizzz capek banget tauu, bener2 deh masa senyumnya pas inget kamu doang, when i was thinking and daydreaming about our future (oke ini terlalu jauh tp emg iya beneran)-_-.

i seriously need you. entah ini emg my own selfishness apa emg gimana, tapi bener22222 butuh kamuu todaaay. ya well eventhough i know you won't here today hmmhh.

udah yaa, aku stress bener2. bahasa indonesia problem lagi sama prnya, ditambahain lagi mana cuma dikasih waktu sehari, sedangkan besok pr mtk numpul banget kayak eek di sepiteng.

hmmhh di tunggu responnya ya babe.....(lewat apaan jri?-_-)